I.S.L.Y.

it’s still you
because if it wasn’t
I’d be lying
and I’m not
and I didn’t
it’s still you
because I’m still me
I’m still here
and I didn’t change
believe me
I prayed for it
if only it was as simple
it’s still you
and at least I’m consistent?
it’s still you
and I wish that it wasn’t
because this is pathetic
perverse
problematic
it’s still you
in my thoughts
in my head
in my cheerful sharing
my wishful thinking
it’s still you
that I reach out to
it’s still you
and tomorrow might be different
but today
for heaven’s sake
this cup to take
it’s
still
you